“All I wanted was to die” – The Namibian

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“We needed to raise him as much as minimize the rope. He was unconscious and solely regained consciousness on the hospital.”

That is how a poet and motivational speaker, whose title has been eliminated to guard his brother, remembers the chilling occasions on the day he needed to rescue his brother from the grips of dying in Windhoek’s Okahandja Park settlement.

Earlier that day, his brother walked into the home from faculty and proceeded to the bed room and not using a phrase to anybody.
Checking up on him, hours later, the poet and a cousin have been confronted with the scene of an tried suicide.

The poet lately instructed Desert Radio it was the scariest ordeal of his life.

“He instructed me he felt unseen and nugatory,” he stated of his brother who’s at present piecing the remnants of his life collectively, because of his household’s intervention.

“We created a spot the place he felt understood, and listened to him with out judging him,” he stated.

This household’s ordeal is, nevertheless, not remoted.

Final week, with the commemoration of World Suicide Prevention Day 2023, the federal government revealed that 623 suicide instances have been recorded between August 2022 and June 2023.

Out of those, 511 instances (82%) concerned males, whereas 92 (15%) concerned ladies.

Minister of well being and social providers Kalumbi Shangula says 3,2% or 20 younger folks have been included within the complete variety of suicides, which is a trigger for concern.

“This illustrates that the dying charge by suicide is 21 per 100 000 folks, with the very best incidence being skilled within the Omusati, Oshikoto and Hardap areas,” he says.


In 2018 Meriam Sheya was 30 years previous and engaged to be married to the love of her life. Her nuptials, nevertheless, remained a dream.

Sheya’s fiancé married another person.

This was the beginning of her psychological well being battle, characterised by anxiousness assaults.

“Individuals, together with family and friends laughed and made unhealthy jokes about my failed wedding ceremony,” she says, including that she tried to take her life.

Sheya was admitted to the psychiatric ward on the Oshakati Intermediate Hospital and was identified with bipolar persona dysfunction.
She says the remedy helped her get by her darkest days.

“I had misplaced belief in folks and the best way I relate to them had modified. I lacked motivation to do issues that when made me completely happy and fulfilled. All I needed was to die,” she says.

Megman Kamwi (35) from Bukalo village within the Zambezi area says he misplaced his uncle in 2016, his cousin in 2022, and a good friend to suicide.
He says their sudden deaths haven’t solely left questions, but additionally gaps in his life that may by no means be stuffed.

“They appeared to have been going by so much of their minds, they usually may have seen dying as the one manner out,” Kamwi says.


Benson Mutali, an worker on the Ministry of Gender Equality, Poverty Eradication and Social Welfare final week instructed Desert Radio that melancholy is likely one of the main causes of suicide.

He described it as a psychological state throughout which somebody feels nugatory and hopeless.

This results in excessive adjustments in character, reminiscent of aggressiveness and an absence of sleep.

“In our cultures we align melancholy with demonic spirits, however it’s a psychological sickness that may truly be handled,” Mutali stated.

Ondonga Conventional Authority spokesperson Frans Enkali says there is no such thing as a one-size-fits-all resolution to suicide.

He says social integration and a few changes to conventional norms and customs could possibly be of help.

“If we eliminate the apply of addressing girls and boys individually, we are going to create a state of affairs the place genders perceive each other, and this might eradicate a whole lot of misconceptions and stereotypes,” Enkali says.

Life coach Petrina Simon says: “There’s a distinction how women and men are wired, but when we introduce these variations to the respective genders initially, it could eradicate the pressures folks really feel in life as they get older.”

The problem of absent fathers additionally got here to the fore as a serious contributor to the rise in suicide instances in males.

Mutali says many younger males haven’t any function fashions. Performing Zambezi well being director Yolanda Lisho says the state of affairs is worsened by an absence of social staff, notably within the rural areas.

“Social staff within the area are unable to lift consciousness of social ills and psychological well being points within the rural areas, despite the fact that they do outreach providers the place they’ll attain,” she says.

She, nevertheless, says they repeatedly increase consciousness by internet hosting sensitisation conferences and utilizing radio on figuring out warning indicators and obtainable healthcare providers.

Nangula Petrus, a neighborhood activist at Omuthiya, says: “It’s excessive time we communicate up about psychological well being points. Suicide is preventable and all of us have a task to play to create protected areas for folks in our communities.”

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